My body is freaking out on me a bit. I`m losing hair, I`m having sleeping issues where I wake up in the middle of the night for no reason and then have fitful sleep the rest of the night and wake up tired, but it seems like it`s fading right now. People are telling me it`s because of "nervios", or stress, but who knows. I`m also having allergy issues, which really aren`t that bad, but I`m on Zyrtec and Nasonex. And since I`m apparently on a rant about my health issues, let me just give you all all the details. I`ve had these wierd brown spots on the whites of my eyes for the past 3 or 4 years, and I never thought much of them at all, until this past June when my sister just noticed them for the first time on a drive home from Vegas, so I figured maybe they had grown or gotten darker or something. Most people don`t notice them at all. Anyways, she scared me, so I started looking stuff up on the internet, and ended up scaring myself some more reading stuff about cancer, and resolved to finally ask a doctor about it, and to save looking up health stuff on the internet as a last resort. Well, by this point, I had already sent in all of my medical information to Peace Corps, so of course I was afraid to make a doctor`s appointment because I was under strict orders to tell Peace Corps anything and everything about my health and I didn`t want some brown spots on my eyes to make them paranoid and decide I wasn`t ready to leave when I was supposed to leave. Anyway, I asked a doctor and he said it was fine and it was nothing, just pigmentation, which is exactly what I wanted to hear, and I was slightly relieved, but then he said "but, if you want, you could see an ophthalmologost" and of course I said "Oh no, if you think it`s nothing then I`m sure it`s fine". This whole situation still left some doubt, but, I have friends that will tell you I`m a bit of a hypochondriac, and during the beginning of Peace Corps training I was....ok I really don`t wanna tell this whole story. Anyway I finally saw an ophthalmologist here and he said everything was fine and that I don`t have cancer in my eye. I have conjunctival melanosis, which basically translates to brown spots on your conjunctiva. LOL.
I bought my first birthday present for a boyfriend today. That was nervewracking, as buying presents always is for me, which is why I prefer to make things.
School stuff started up this past week in the form of registration, which basically means wasting time talking to other teachers and not attending really to the students or their parents that come to enroll, OR meetings that end in shouting matches between the principal and the teachers. It`s probably very immature of me to post that here, or maybe not. Next week there are workshops for teachers organized by MINED (Minesterio de Educacion) and my counterpart says they are boring and stuff, but I`m gonna go because I should becausemy counterpart is required to and I need to hang out with her and talk about planning and school as much as possible while she isn`t at home tending to her kids. There is so much inefficiency throughout all of this but it isn`t my job to change how things are run, my job is to help English teachers in Nicaragua, especially the ones who genuinely ask for it.
A new group of Health trainees just got here three weeks ago, and since most of the towns in Masaya and Carazo are training towns, (including Dolores) there are 4 Health trainees in Dolores at the moment, which I am really excited about because I want to learn things from them and then teach those things to other people. This week they`re giving talks in the Health center about exercise and dental hygiene and other very necessary things. I`ve only met two of them that are here in Dolores, and 3 that are in Niquinohomo.
I have a lot of paperwork to fill out before February 15th, as well as planning first lessons and classroom routines and outlining rules and goals and all that teacher prep stuff that I have never done before in my life. There is also a birthday and Valentine`s day, and all of these teacher workshops next week, as well as my kids` English class. Again, my Spanish probably hasn`t improved as much as it should have, and I haven`t done all of the technical reading I told myself I would do, but I am just getting into this book called Blood of Brothers by an American journalist named Stephen Kinzer, which is all about the Sandinista revolution and civil (contra) war in Nicaragua. I had no idea what a Sandinista was when I got on the plane to Nicaragua, but it is a very significant word here, and I should probably make a brief post about Nicaraguan political history at some point. But I will say now that the Sandinista president, Daniel Ortega, is in the process of ammending the Nicaraguan constitution so that he can be legally re-elected this November, because the current constitution prohibits it in multiple ways. I am a little nervous some shit`s gonna go down come November, or even sooner. Nobody thinks it`s going to be serious and bloody or anything, but protests and stuff will definitely happen.
I should go now because I`ve been here for an hour and 15 minutes which is more than what I usually allow myself, and like I said, I got work to do, but I`m probably just gonna go back and read my book instead.
Peace.
I bought my first birthday present for a boyfriend today. That was nervewracking, as buying presents always is for me, which is why I prefer to make things.
School stuff started up this past week in the form of registration, which basically means wasting time talking to other teachers and not attending really to the students or their parents that come to enroll, OR meetings that end in shouting matches between the principal and the teachers. It`s probably very immature of me to post that here, or maybe not. Next week there are workshops for teachers organized by MINED (Minesterio de Educacion) and my counterpart says they are boring and stuff, but I`m gonna go because I should becausemy counterpart is required to and I need to hang out with her and talk about planning and school as much as possible while she isn`t at home tending to her kids. There is so much inefficiency throughout all of this but it isn`t my job to change how things are run, my job is to help English teachers in Nicaragua, especially the ones who genuinely ask for it.
A new group of Health trainees just got here three weeks ago, and since most of the towns in Masaya and Carazo are training towns, (including Dolores) there are 4 Health trainees in Dolores at the moment, which I am really excited about because I want to learn things from them and then teach those things to other people. This week they`re giving talks in the Health center about exercise and dental hygiene and other very necessary things. I`ve only met two of them that are here in Dolores, and 3 that are in Niquinohomo.
I have a lot of paperwork to fill out before February 15th, as well as planning first lessons and classroom routines and outlining rules and goals and all that teacher prep stuff that I have never done before in my life. There is also a birthday and Valentine`s day, and all of these teacher workshops next week, as well as my kids` English class. Again, my Spanish probably hasn`t improved as much as it should have, and I haven`t done all of the technical reading I told myself I would do, but I am just getting into this book called Blood of Brothers by an American journalist named Stephen Kinzer, which is all about the Sandinista revolution and civil (contra) war in Nicaragua. I had no idea what a Sandinista was when I got on the plane to Nicaragua, but it is a very significant word here, and I should probably make a brief post about Nicaraguan political history at some point. But I will say now that the Sandinista president, Daniel Ortega, is in the process of ammending the Nicaraguan constitution so that he can be legally re-elected this November, because the current constitution prohibits it in multiple ways. I am a little nervous some shit`s gonna go down come November, or even sooner. Nobody thinks it`s going to be serious and bloody or anything, but protests and stuff will definitely happen.
I should go now because I`ve been here for an hour and 15 minutes which is more than what I usually allow myself, and like I said, I got work to do, but I`m probably just gonna go back and read my book instead.
Peace.
It would have been cool if you were growing mini-eyes within your eyes, and you would somehow be able to see in 4D or something.
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